Reddit first gay experience

When I woke up that Saturday morning, little did I know that something I was hiding from view from others was about to have the key put in the ignition and set me off on a journey that was to become the life I was born with.

It was a Saturday morning like any other Saturday morning.

I always got up first because I’m an early bird.

After breakfast, I’d sit down and watch Multi-Coloured Swap Shop – a children’s TV show on Saturday morning. In fact, I had absolutely no concept of hetero- vs. I didn’t particularly like their music, but I found both men sexually attractive.

I just spoke a little bit with her and then I asked about the meaning of the “cd” on her nickname and then she told me – crossdresser.

I was a bit shocked at first because even though I have never been homophobic. On this particular Saturday, though, something I’d seen on TV that morning made me go into a shop I hardly ever visited.

Scanning the shelves full of newspapers and magazines for the music newspaper I wanted, it soon caught my eye.

Did you enjoy reading this post? I never associated what we did with the idea of ‘gay’. I thought she knew which advert I’d been reading and was about to stand up and announce, ‘This one’s queer!” Of course, that never happened. I kept looking behind to check if anyone was following me.

Now, as an adult, I primarily identify as gay, and I feel strongly that having those experiences during my formative years helped shape my sexual identity.

Probably as a result of my own experiences, I have long assumed that it was common for boys to experiment sexually with each other. I still preferred to spend Saturday evenings indoors watching television like I did on Saturday mornings.

My parents thought it unusual for a boy my age to want to stay in on a Saturday evening.

Years later, I discovered my mother had already suspected I was gay.

Whereas boys my age were going out to drink alcohol and date girls, my Saturday evening treat was the snacks (including a small trifle from Marks & Spencer) and Saturday evening television.

I always visited the same shops to browse or buy something.

That friendship eventually waned and only a couple of years later I began experimenting again with another buddy of mine, this time pretty much going ‘all the way’. I felt comfortable, loved and cared about.

The fact that I was 17 years old didn’t put me off from watching it.

Unforgettable experience for the rest of my life!